Sometimes I feel like I am going to explode. At those times, I want to be on the road and traveling... I don't exactly know why, but traveling, or being on the road, the feeling of being on the way to somewhere else makes me feel calmer. Does it feel like escaping? Could that be the reason why I feel relatively better? I am not sure. Maybe it has some role... But is that it?
I do not think so. I think it is more than that... When I am on the road, the disturbance inside me abates, and my mind starts to be filled with endless images that suddenly blossom in every corner of my brain as I move further into the depth of the road. For instance, if I am in a bus, and when the bus moves further on the road, it feels like I move further into myself, into my head, into my mind, instead of advancing on the road itself. As the bus moves further, it feels like the destination moves away as well, and at the same time it feels like I get lost in the deeper corners of my mind.
And then my mind slows down.
I calm down.
I feel peace...
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